Post by maryisback on Dec 4, 2020 0:40:37 GMT
This is more of a vent/ putting it out there than a question/seeking advice as I know what I did wrong. But all advice/suggestions are welcome.
I’m posting on here as I feel the AP in me is rearing it’s ugly head and I do not want to “chase” my FA. After my last post here. My ex reached out again- he found a some clothes of mine (again). The last 2 times he mailed them, this time we met up-i suggested. We met up few weeks ago, catching up, lots of bantering, just like old times. I didn’t bring up any of the stuff that had happened (although it was on my mind). We met up 2 more times for dinner and brunch.
Since then we’ve been texting and chatting on phone a quite a bit. But always have this gut feeling that he’s going to pull away again. And sure enough after a day of doing normal stuff- grocery shopping, fixing things around his house, errands etc... complete silence.
I know... all the red flags issues are still there-run, run and run faster.
I’ve read all your advice, tell myself it’s not good, will not go anywhere but my stupid a$$ can’t help it. Like I have no control.
It’s a long post and thank you for reading.