Thread for people who are in pain

I am in a lot of emotional pain right now, feeling heartbroken, and wanted to create a thread where people who are in pain can share that. Maybe you don't feel like creating a whole thread about it or aren't necessarily looking for advice, but you just want to say something because you don't have anyone else to talk to, or you worry your friends are probably sick of hearing about your ex. Maybe you just need to feel less alone. Here is a thread where you can say it if you are incredibly sad or hurting or grieving or missing someone.