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Post by fearful8 on Jan 12, 2022 22:30:49 GMT
I’m new here and figuring out that I’m an FA. I went looking for an answer because of my current guy’s confusing behavior and ultimately realized that although it’s rare, what attracted me to him was that we had so much in common from both being intense, hyperviligent…noticing small details and not really trusting people. He’s been pulling back as he seems to be falling in love and I’m honestly trying my best to be secure. I used to be in a secure marriage but was a FA before I met my ex husband. His mistreatment of me at the end of our marriage pushed me back into FA mode. This new man has been seeing me for five months but barely sees me. He has gone missing for 4 weeks but we both didn’t reach out so when I did text him he asked me out right away again. He pulls back and won’t see me even though he says he’d love to see me. He makes excuses not to call me even though I know he loves to talk to me on the phone for hours. I know this is an FA that feels he has only been one for six years because he had a nice childhood and has admitted to being damaged and looking for answers for why he acts the way he does in relationships. I think it’s just in the past six years for him. How do I tell him? I’ve mentioned him being scared of love and he agreed but haven’t told him everything yet because he won’t call. I think he is distancing because he has recently fell in love with me. But someone tell me I’m wrong. I believe I can be secure and I know he says he trusts me which he doesn’t normally trust women and has been upfront about that. I’ve been my best to act and reply to him in secure ways and tolerated the absence without punishing him. He seems surprised by my secure responses despite his “testing” me potentially. It has taken its toll. Friends are sad I’m always not as happy as I was. If this is a short term thing while he figures out I love him too then I can do this but I miss him. It makes me sad. We aren’t commited yet and he could be having sex with other people and that is upsetting to me. He talks about very serious things with me. Opens up to me in ways that make him shut down right after. Very emotionally available in the moment. To the point of detriment maybe? He is worried I look down at him a bit at times because of my sensitivity to his fears. Anyone with hope or wisdom for me?
I should say he has made it clear he wants a relationship. That if he leans in he will make a relationship happen too fast and it’ll be over in two months. That we are already so close in his eyes this would happen. That was in early November he said that and I’ve only seen him once since (five dates total..ugh). I know he has had a really long marriage and a six year relationship where his heart was broken after that. It’s been 1.5 year since that girlfriend broke his heart. I think he is over that but clearly damaged from it. I think he views me as special in that he seems to really trust that I mean well. He has asked me about marriage on our first conversation. Our last date he made a point of saying he didn’t believe in divorce when I said it first. He then pointed out he was a romantic. I think there is hope for long term happiness with him but I don’t want to do this unless there is! Nothing guaranteed I realize. I’ll just take good odds! Lol
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Post by tnr9 on Jan 13, 2022 4:14:39 GMT
I’m new here and figuring out that I’m an FA. I went looking for an answer because of my current guy’s confusing behavior and ultimately realized that although it’s rare, what attracted me to him was that we had so much in common from both being intense, hyperviligent…noticing small details and not really trusting people. He’s been pulling back as he seems to be falling in love and I’m honestly trying my best to be secure. I used to be in a secure marriage but was a FA before I met my ex husband. His mistreatment of me at the end of our marriage pushed me back into FA mode. This new man has been seeing me for five months but barely sees me. He has gone missing for 4 weeks but we both didn’t reach out so when I did text him he asked me out right away again. He pulls back and won’t see me even though he says he’d love to see me. He makes excuses not to call me even though I know he loves to talk to me on the phone for hours. I know this is an FA that feels he has only been one for six years because he had a nice childhood and has admitted to being damaged and looking for answers for why he acts the way he does in relationships. I think it’s just in the past six years for him. How do I tell him? I’ve mentioned him being scared of love and he agreed but haven’t told him everything yet because he won’t call. I think he is distancing because he has recently fell in love with me. But someone tell me I’m wrong. I believe I can be secure and I know he says he trusts me which he doesn’t normally trust women and has been upfront about that. I’ve been my best to act and reply to him in secure ways and tolerated the absence without punishing him. He seems surprised by my secure responses despite his “testing” me potentially. It has taken its toll. Friends are sad I’m always not as happy as I was. If this is a short term thing while he figures out I love him too then I can do this but I miss him. It makes me sad. We aren’t commited yet and he could be having sex with other people and that is upsetting to me. He talks about very serious things with me. Opens up to me in ways that make him shut down right after. Very emotionally available in the moment. To the point of detriment maybe? He is worried I look down at him a bit at times because of my sensitivity to his fears. Anyone with hope or wisdom for me? I should say he has made it clear he wants a relationship. That if he leans in he will make a relationship happen too fast and it’ll be over in two months. That we are already so close in his eyes this would happen. That was in early November he said that and I’ve only seen him once since (five dates total..ugh). I know he has had a really long marriage and a six year relationship where his heart was broken after that. It’s been 1.5 year since that girlfriend broke his heart. I think he is over that but clearly damaged from it. I think he views me as special in that he seems to really trust that I mean well. He has asked me about marriage on our first conversation. Our last date he made a point of saying he didn’t believe in divorce when I said it first. He then pointed out he was a romantic. I think there is hope for long term happiness with him but I don’t want to do this unless there is! Nothing guaranteed I realize. I’ll just take good odds! Lol Hi and welcome. It sounds to me that he is conflicted and he wants you to pursue him…but then he backs off for weeks at a time. I know you care about him, but if nothing changed..if he continued to only see you occasionally, did not commit to you and made excuses to not talk….would you still want to be with him? I can tell by the way you speak about him that you have hope that if you act securish….then he would meet you in the middle…but unless he decides to seriously address his issues…and by seriously, I mean see a therapist and not just ponder about what could be going on…then he is likely to just stay in his existing pattern with you.
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Post by Deleted on Jan 13, 2022 6:15:01 GMT
You will never get anywhere but where you're at right now with a guy who spends all his time yanking your chain and making excuses not to talk to you or see you. In spite of whatever fantasy you have about him falling in love and turning into an actual relationship partner, it's HIGHLY unlikely this will go any farther than it has. If you spend your energy making excuses for his absence instead of registering it as a sign of his unavailability, you are missing something and need to take a step back and look at what you're doing.
Both of you are in an insecure, unavailable trap. The only way out is to stop telling yourself a story about what it could be and look at WHAT IT IS, in the harsh light of day. List out the problems without making reasons and excuses that make it palatable, and what have you got? A lot of unavailability,. Pair that with fantasy and you've got nothing to look forward to but the same, unfortunately.
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Post by fearful8 on Jan 13, 2022 17:33:16 GMT
I’m new here and figuring out that I’m an FA. I went looking for an answer because of my current guy’s confusing behavior and ultimately realized that although it’s rare, what attracted me to him was that we had so much in common from both being intense, hyperviligent…noticing small details and not really trusting people. He’s been pulling back as he seems to be falling in love and I’m honestly trying my best to be secure. I used to be in a secure marriage but was a FA before I met my ex husband. His mistreatment of me at the end of our marriage pushed me back into FA mode. This new man has been seeing me for five months but barely sees me. He has gone missing for 4 weeks but we both didn’t reach out so when I did text him he asked me out right away again. He pulls back and won’t see me even though he says he’d love to see me. He makes excuses not to call me even though I know he loves to talk to me on the phone for hours. I know this is an FA that feels he has only been one for six years because he had a nice childhood and has admitted to being damaged and looking for answers for why he acts the way he does in relationships. I think it’s just in the past six years for him. How do I tell him? I’ve mentioned him being scared of love and he agreed but haven’t told him everything yet because he won’t call. I think he is distancing because he has recently fell in love with me. But someone tell me I’m wrong. I believe I can be secure and I know he says he trusts me which he doesn’t normally trust women and has been upfront about that. I’ve been my best to act and reply to him in secure ways and tolerated the absence without punishing him. He seems surprised by my secure responses despite his “testing” me potentially. It has taken its toll. Friends are sad I’m always not as happy as I was. If this is a short term thing while he figures out I love him too then I can do this but I miss him. It makes me sad. We aren’t commited yet and he could be having sex with other people and that is upsetting to me. He talks about very serious things with me. Opens up to me in ways that make him shut down right after. Very emotionally available in the moment. To the point of detriment maybe? He is worried I look down at him a bit at times because of my sensitivity to his fears. Anyone with hope or wisdom for me? I should say he has made it clear he wants a relationship. That if he leans in he will make a relationship happen too fast and it’ll be over in two months. That we are already so close in his eyes this would happen. That was in early November he said that and I’ve only seen him once since (five dates total..ugh). I know he has had a really long marriage and a six year relationship where his heart was broken after that. It’s been 1.5 year since that girlfriend broke his heart. I think he is over that but clearly damaged from it. I think he views me as special in that he seems to really trust that I mean well. He has asked me about marriage on our first conversation. Our last date he made a point of saying he didn’t believe in divorce when I said it first. He then pointed out he was a romantic. I think there is hope for long term happiness with him but I don’t want to do this unless there is! Nothing guaranteed I realize. I’ll just take good odds! Lol Hi and welcome. It sounds to me that he is conflicted and he wants you to pursue him…but then he backs off for weeks at a time. I know you care about him, but if nothing changed..if he continued to only see you occasionally, did not commit to you and made excuses to not talk….would you still want to be with him? I can tell by the way you speak about him that you have hope that if you act securish….then he would meet you in the middle…but unless he decides to seriously address his issues…and by seriously, I mean see a therapist and not just ponder about what could be going on…then he is likely to just stay in his existing pattern with you.
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Post by fearful8 on Jan 13, 2022 17:44:39 GMT
Hi! Just learning how to reply. Sorry I’m such a newbie. I need for things to progress eventually but I guess I’m okay with his current hesitation and seems that if someone is scared of their feelings, one normal reaction would be to back off. So I feel like some time for him to get a grip is maybe okay given his strong relationship history and desire to have a relationship.
I guess it might be a repeating pattern that never goes anywhere.
1st reply helped me see that he might want me to chase but also he might be stuck in the whole control of accepting or limiting what interactions we have. Which makes me want to pull back completely to let him come forward when he is ready. I realized that core wound was discussed on our last date where he literally said he didn’t want me to see him as a charity case and was insecure about it. I told him I understood him but still didn’t feel like I could tell him he was an FA and so am I. I guess a part of me feels like since I am as well, and run from other people, maybe this is someone that I can deal with my issues together with. Or maybe it’ll be just us triggering each other? He points out to me when I say he runs that I run too. I am not as bad as he is, but I’ll do it much quicker and have tried to flee in the middle of a date before lol. I’ve calmed down since…so I feel like I’m unlikely to do it again. But maybe he has just provoked my anxious side. Anyway, last time I saw him he said he didn’t want to be charity and I reassured him I understood him but then he very clearly exposed a core wound and said he was damaged a few times. He was hearing himself make excuses for why he couldn’t see me that week and was realizing how ridiculous that was. It feels like he is really aware and if I give him info about this he might make effort to improve. He shows so much concern over how he acts already. I’m grappling with the idea that he might see me as a doormat not a patiently waiting woman who cares about him. I’ve been making a lot of excuses for his behavior but it’s also my behavior. Do 2 FAs work out? Anyone know?
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Post by Deleted on Jan 13, 2022 18:33:26 GMT
Hi! Just learning how to reply. Sorry I’m such a newbie. I need for things to progress eventually but I guess I’m okay with his current hesitation and seems that if someone is scared of their feelings, one normal reaction would be to back off. So I feel like some time for him to get a grip is maybe okay given his strong relationship history and desire to have a relationship. I guess it might be a repeating pattern that never goes anywhere. 1st reply helped me see that he might want me to chase but also he might be stuck in the whole control of accepting or limiting what interactions we have. Which makes me want to pull back completely to let him come forward when he is ready. I realized that core wound was discussed on our last date where he literally said he didn’t want me to see him as a charity case and was insecure about it. I told him I understood him but still didn’t feel like I could tell him he was an FA and so am I. I guess a part of me feels like since I am as well, and run from other people, maybe this is someone that I can deal with my issues together with. Or maybe it’ll be just us triggering each other? He points out to me when I say he runs that I run too. I am not as bad as he is, but I’ll do it much quicker and have tried to flee in the middle of a date before lol. I’ve calmed down since…so I feel like I’m unlikely to do it again. But maybe he has just provoked my anxious side. Anyway, last time I saw him he said he didn’t want to be charity and I reassured him I understood him but then he very clearly exposed a core wound and said he was damaged a few times. He was hearing himself make excuses for why he couldn’t see me that week and was realizing how ridiculous that was. It feels like he is really aware and if I give him info about this he might make effort to improve. He shows so much concern over how he acts already. I’m grappling with the idea that he might see me as a doormat not a patiently waiting woman who cares about him. I’ve been making a lot of excuses for his behavior but it’s also my behavior. Do 2 FAs work out? Anyone know? Two FA's work out exactly as you two are working out. What you see is what you get, don't look for anything but the obvious because the obvious is reality. You are a living example of FA + FA. Complete with the fantasy that someday it can be better (even though one of you won't even show up). You don't need a crystal ball for this, it's right in front of your eyes.
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Post by fearful8 on Jan 13, 2022 19:38:14 GMT
I think I’ve been thinking that it takes an extreme amount of patience. I did some googling and I’m realizing although he did want a relationship the way he is acting is technically simmering or breadcrumbing. I typically would be the first to abandon such a dynamic but because I realized his fears and he was so open and vocal about what he wanted, it seemed he was working towards something real. But I guess I’ll just treat him like the rest of men I avoid? I was really trying to do something the opposite with him. I have said that with him from the start “I’m meeting you tonight for a date because I normally wouldn’t.” He was anxious then. I really though that once I got over the fear things would be good and we would both come together so I guess I was maybe considering this as a small amount of time he would need to get over his fear too? Thanks for listening to me and giving me such great feedback.
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Post by anne12 on Jan 13, 2022 19:44:20 GMT
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Post by alexandra on Jan 13, 2022 22:10:49 GMT
The perspectives you've gotten here so far are good.
There's a couple other aspects for you to consider here. Someone can say they are struggling but aware and really want to try, try to salvage the relationship, try to make things work, try to be different. They can say anything they want! But it is totally meaningless if words and actions are not aligned. Whether or not you can trust someone, whether or not you should invest in someone as "maybe this is someone I can work my own issues out together with," is strongly dependent on their consistency. The biggest red flag for an insecure attacher that they are choosing a partner who will not be able to meet their needs and is not ready to heal with them is words don't match actions (and perhaps don't match feelings). If there are inconsistencies and mismatches in these areas, that is enough to tell you it won't work, not even with patience. It's not enough to believe only their words, or only their actions (yes, there's a saying actions speak louder than words). The only way someone can be believed is both words and actions say the same thing and are consistent. Otherwise, if anything doesn't match, you need to believe the more negative of the words or actions.
@introvert is right that what you see is what you get and you're in the middle of typical FA-FA relating right now. He is more avoidant than you right now, so he is indeed pushing you more anxious. Usually FAs trigger each other. One goes anxious so the other goes avoidant. The anxious one starts getting more avoidant and distancing in response, and then the one who was acting avoidant gets more anxious, so, switch! Over and over goes the cycle. Or, one FA takes the DA role and the other takes the AP role in the attachment to each other.
The reason I'm writing all of this is, it means he's unfortunately not a safe partner for you. The idea of working on attachment issues together doesn't usually work for two reasons.
One is you both need to be in the same exact place, putting in equal effort to work hard and at the same speed. You can tell him that you've realized you have an FA attachment style and it might help him to know that and do a test of his own attachment style too. From there you'd need to be totally hands off, because whether or not he's ready to deal with it or even receptive is all about where he is at and has absolutely nothing to do with you or how much he cares about you.
Which bring us to two. Changing attachment style and becoming more secure is effectively healing trauma that led to developing an insecure attachment style to cope with it and provide you with some defense mechanisms that worked in the bad situation in the past. But as an adult, they are dysfunctional defense mechanisms and coping mechanisms that no longer serve the purpose they once did. Instead, they get in the way of healthy relating and two insecures in a romantic relationship will trigger each other and often distract from healing the underlying past trauma. So, becoming more secure is a very individual thing rather than working together. The part that can work together with someone on the same page as you about wanting to heal is when they are supportive, consistent, and do not trigger you. Then you have enough space to focus on your own healing while having the support of a good, stable partner.
I don't think he can provide you with what you need to have a secure relationship with him, so you both need to show up for that. Telling him about your attachment styles in the way I described probably won't hurt, but I don't think it will change anything or make him show up in the way you're hoping. I doubt he's ready to deal with it since he is barely showing up in person for the relationship now as is, which reflects that he's not really dealing with his issues.
It is very commendable that you are taking the initiative and responsibility to become aware, do more research, and consciously try to act differently than you have in the past. It truly is great that you are doing these things for yourself, and even if it doesn't work out with this guy, it's okay. Keep up the good work on yourself, and little by little, you'll start to heal and will meet people more on your level who also are growing and healing. Pairing with another unaware insecure not doing the work is a recipe for getting stuck in an unhealthy pattern, though. So keep doing your work, and keep an eye on whether the people you date are inconsistent instead of truly showing up in words and actions.
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Post by fearful8 on Jan 13, 2022 22:53:12 GMT
That was a very thoughtful response. I appreciate it. You’ve all given me so much to think about. It has been injuring me emotionally although he is completely surprised how I’ve been very stable through things other women he has dated have lost their cool over. I’m realizing he doesn’t get his Behavior is very triggering.
I will say, what’s kept me in, is that he is consistent. Very consistent. He has said he wants to take it slow but have a relationship. He has said he doesn’t want to feel guilty talking to other women while we are getting there. That he needs to take it slow or it will end quickly. He has asked me why women want to always go so fast (other women). He knows I want slow too. He doesn’t seem to get he isn’t what is considered slow. He seems to always blame on the dating partner which I’ve called him out for and made sure he understood that was wrong. At the time he was blaming other women but has never blamed me. He refers to me as someone he trusts several times being coaxed into meeting me when he was pulling back and I didn’t know he was FA by asking him to just trust me. (Different date)The only inconsistency was when he was pulling back in front of my eyes after having discussed feeling damaged (core wound?) other than that he has been sparse but consistent. He responds to texts within. 6 minutes generally. Usually saying he misses me too or asking questions.
I will say he has shown so much concern over his behavior in relationships he has literally said “I’m interested in understanding how I behave in relationships.” One time when he was again, consistent, he said he pulls back because we are already so close and a relationship would get rushed if he didn’t….he identified that he didn’t feel things were right with how he was responding, giving me space for 5 days, he asked himself why he was doing it. He didn’t know. When he I said I thought he wasn’t struggling as much as I thought he was (before I realized both of us FAs) he argued with me and said “but… you don’t think…?! Wait? But…” he really didn’t like that I left him with a “you are fine.” He seems to be looking for answers. But now he is struggling since saying he was damaged and pulling back and deactivating? I think that’s what is happening and I can’t even talk to him about it. I might wait for him to reach back out (assuming weeks…?) so I can give him this info. Of anyone I know with attachment issues he really was searching for answers and talking to me a lot about it. But his contact with me is just depressing. Lately at least. A lot to think about. I’m great at reading body language and what people say and I really am convinced he has deep feelings. We have discussed the idea that we might be friends if we both struggle with running and it might be the only way to stay in each other’s lives. He was impressed by this because I was the first one to say it and he said “that’s commitment.” And I said I cared about him and I want him in my life. He said the same back. Then he stared at the tv while avoiding me intimately. Lol. Too much i guess to mix physical with emotional. Lol.
Thanks for all the great feedback. I’m going to try to process how he will trigger me and although I know I can be “secure” for him it might take the toll it’s already taking with no fix for me like what you’ve said.
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Post by alexandra on Jan 13, 2022 23:11:43 GMT
Being secure doesn't mean controlling or pushing down your own needs and anxiety, though. If you feel like you are walking on eggshells, it's not secure. Secure is being able to depersonalize it when he is having his own issues and showing up for yourself, not abandoning yourself. You don't react from a triggered place, but you do state your needs clearly and honestly without shame, and then you see how the partner responds. If the partner responds in a way that can't ever meet your needs, you accept the reality in front of you and leave, eventually reopening yourself to someone who is emotionally available and can meet your needs. With whom there's equal give and take, mutual comfort with independence and interdependence and no walking on eggshells or pushing things under the rug to avoid discussing them.
You say he keeps saying he wants to understand his behavior. But is he doing anything about it? Once I wanted to understand my behavior, I obsessively looked for everything I could get my hands on... articles, research papers, videos, podcasts, psychology textbooks. No one was giving me any information, so I was seeking it out on my own and very driven to do so. I should have found a good therapist but didn't know how to do that or what I needed, so I compensated in other ways because I was driven to do so (even though it took longer than it would have with a therapist I'm sure).
If he's just saying to you, "I want to understand and change," but not doing anything else about it, not going to therapy, not searching for sources on his own, then he's not serious. He's instead treating you as a therapist instead of a love interest, has lousy boundaries since you shouldn't treat your partner as a therapist, and is still looking to others (you) to fix the problem and emotionally regulate him.
He sounds inconsistent in that he's saying he wants to work towards a relationship with you but barely sees you after five months and still wants to date other people. There's moving slowly to get to know each other and still escalating the relationship with forward momentum even if it's slow, and there's avoiding commitment. "He pulls back and won’t see me even though he says he’d love to see me" plus disappearing sometimes is inconsistent.
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Post by alexandra on Jan 13, 2022 23:19:21 GMT
Also going to add that his attachment issues likely existed prior to 6 year relationship ending and contributed to its end. Then him being FA led to difficulty processing and fully getting over the failure of the relationship and emotionally recovering and moving on, rather than the relationship ending is what took the toll on him and he's just reacting. Since it also sounds like he has described a history of several other women not tolerating his wishy washy behavior.
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Post by cherrycola on Jan 14, 2022 0:18:24 GMT
Someone can say they are struggling but aware and really want to try, try to salvage the relationship, try to make things work, try to be different. They can say anything they want! But it is totally meaningless if words and actions are not aligned. Whether or not you can trust someone, whether or not you should invest in someone as "maybe this is someone I can work my own issues out together with," is strongly dependent on their consistency. The biggest red flag for an insecure attacher that they are choosing a partner who will not be able to meet their needs and is not ready to heal with them is words don't match actions (and perhaps don't match feelings). If there are inconsistencies and mismatches in these areas, that is enough to tell you it won't work, not even with patience. It's not enough to believe only their words, or only their actions (yes, there's a saying actions speak louder than words). The only way someone can be believed is both words and actions say the same thing and are consistent. Otherwise, if anything doesn't match, you need to believe the more negative of the words or actions. This is hugely important. I was dating an FA for 7 months who said personal growth was important to him. I could tell from the start he wasn't secure, and we explored attachment enough for him to recognize he was an FA. But that was as far as it went. He kept saying he wanted to grow and be a better person, but then there was nothing to back that up. Like Alexandra, I was pouring through self help resources and had put myself on a waiting list for a trauma therapy program. He at one point seemed like he was trying to find a counselor then he shut it down and said counselling was only for people with problems like me. I think I could sense the cognitive dissonance of this person saying he wanted to grow but not any actions. Near the end when I started to express concerns over lack of respect, he said he "needed my help" to change and it really rubbed me the wrong way that on some level he wanted me to do the heavy lifting. No surprise when he went from being 100% in and saying I was the women he was going to marry to him ending things abruptly after we hit some conflict.
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Post by fearful8 on Jan 14, 2022 2:20:26 GMT
He is a self starter and is very motivated to learn and grow in most parts of his life. He reads books on subjects but seems to be Confused when it comes to relationships. I don’t think he knew what to look up. He strikes me as the kind of man who has read some John grey “men are from mars women are from Venus” type books.
I think the opinion that he might have been wishy washy and it led to the demise of his relationships could be right. He said about 2015 was when he developed this issue of his. Around that time a woman started hunting him down that he dated and being aggressive a bit with him saying she would ruin him for breaking up with her. (But I think he could have been confusing and that’s why she responded so ridiculously like that and completely inappropriate. He was really freaked out by it still and told me she might come after me now. ) I haven’t ruled it out. I mean, I met his friends and his friends were surprised how he was treating me so special and said “OH you must be a special lady” and look how I’m getting treated. The woman he was dating the six years doesn’t also seem like she will ever marry anyone to his credit. He asked her if she would be interested in marriage and she said he’d have to officially ask which he didn’t like since it’s unlikely she would have said yes. I do believe that. She also hurt him physically which I believe led to FA behavior. He’s a calm man who because of my extreme history of abuse I’m interested in for his calm nature. One thing I’m unclear about, are FAs likely to abuse or be abused?
Thank you for clarifying what secure really is. I think I’ve been talking myself into some days realizing this has nothing to do with me. Rationalizing. Some days it’s harder and I have the “ruin it” response where I want to just protect myself.
Also noted, his dad died in 2015 which is around the time he claims he feels like he started to be this way. So, I wonder if it has anything to do with dad’s death even though he is older I read that can effect someone’s attachment? Why do they always talk about 0-3? Is it just that your attachment is less likely going to be effected the older you are?
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Post by Deleted on Jan 14, 2022 2:27:04 GMT
RED FLAG ALERT: When the guy you're interested in won't even talk to you or see you and you're expending time and energy analyzing him, going over his history, playing detective to his wounding, thinking of ways you can "help" him if he will just get on board the Change Train.
*oh and he also wants to date other girls.
I think you're headed for something pretty uncomfortable here.
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