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Post by kristyrose on Jan 30, 2018 4:49:54 GMT
LOL
Thank you again Tgat!
So grateful for you and your humor RULES!
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Post by madamebovary on Jan 30, 2018 4:50:11 GMT
g’nite Kristyrose,and remember... when we’re old and gray we won’t remember it at all. We’ll be like... “what was his name? what was that idiots name? “. 😂😘 I really hope this is true. I’m not sure it’s true for APs though. I have a long list of exes in my head... some I look back and I’m glad they’re out of the picture but a few I still get very wistful feelings about. Here’s to hoping. And and alcoholic GNO with friends. And tattoos. Those seem to cheer me up too. Haha. |
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Post by Deleted on Jan 30, 2018 4:53:08 GMT
g’nite Kristyrose,and remember... when we’re old and gray we won’t remember it at all. We’ll be like... “what was his name? what was that idiots name? “. 😂😘 I really hope this is true. I’m not sure it’s true for APs though. I have a long list of exes in my head... some I look back and I’m glad they’re out of the picture but a few I still get very wistful feelings about. Here’s to hoping. And and alcoholic GNO with friends. And tattoos. Those seem to cheer me up too. Haha. Tattoos are ok BUT NOT HIS NAME. 😂 |
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Post by Deleted on Jan 30, 2018 4:54:02 GMT
LOL Thank you again Tgat! So grateful for you and your humor RULES! thank you Kristyrose, we’re still keeping it real where the truth is stranger than fiction .... 🙄 |
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Post by kristyrose on Jan 30, 2018 4:55:55 GMT
Indeed! Sleep well dear friend!
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Post by Deleted on Jan 30, 2018 4:58:45 GMT
Like a DA when the conversation gets deep. i can’t stop. I have to admit it gets so stupid. I actually feel good like i will sleep good. g’nite  |
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Post by Deleted on Jan 30, 2018 5:02:57 GMT
Thank you kristyrose. I am much better now and all you guys have been helping me a lot |
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Post by madamebovary on Jan 30, 2018 5:03:08 GMT
LOL Thank you again Tgat! So grateful for you and your humor RULES! thank you Kristyrose, we’re still keeping it real where the truth is stranger than fiction .... 🙄 Ahhhhh... yeah. I actually have almost had symbols relating to TWO different men tattooed on my body (current DA included). Thank gawd I backed out of BOTH of those. 🙄🤦🏻♀️ |
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Post by kristyrose on Jan 30, 2018 5:15:02 GMT
Thank you kristyrose. I am much better now and all you guys have been helping me a lot I'm very glad to know this Mary. You help us all so much as well. I have to tell you, I was sooo happy to see you and tgat come back to the forum! You both are pretty amazing. |
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Post by Deleted on Jan 30, 2018 16:01:29 GMT
i slept really good last night and this thread is part of why.
we got this! ❤️
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Post by madamebovary on Jan 31, 2018 14:54:14 GMT
KristyRose I’ve been thinking about you a lot as I cycle through emotions during this NC period. I hope you’re doing well. I know I’m supposed to be getting healthier and working on me but sometimes I just want to curl up in a ball and cry. Sigh. Anyway... sending good vibes your way. Off to swim/cry (no one can see your tears in the pool!).
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Post by kristyrose on Jan 31, 2018 18:30:01 GMT
KristyRose I’ve been thinking about you a lot as I cycle through emotions during this NC period. I hope you’re doing well. I know I’m supposed to be getting healthier and working on me but sometimes I just want to curl up in a ball and cry. Sigh. Anyway... sending good vibes your way. Off to swim/cry (no one can see your tears in the pool!). Hi Madame, Thank you for the kind words. I feel the same. Yesterday I met my mom for lunch and I cried some more and vented, she was great about listening and shared a story about her own experience with a man before my dad, but her experience was way worse- she was physically abused but could not walk away. I don't think my ex abused me in any way, but the similarities in being unable to walk away, in hearing one thing, seeing another, the addiction-like feelings, I really felt understood. She told me that he will most likely contact me, but that I need to really make the decision to stay away and keep looking forward. It's hard of course, because the silence is somewhat relieving, but also so upsetting. I woke up late today and all I want to do is keep sleeping until this all goes away. I totally get how you feel. Swimming is so good for you, I used to swim a lot, need to get back into it. I hope it provides a soothing distraction for you today. Sending you some hugs! |
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Post by Deleted on Jan 31, 2018 19:40:40 GMT
KristyRose I’ve been thinking about you a lot as I cycle through emotions during this NC period. I hope you’re doing well. I know I’m supposed to be getting healthier and working on me but sometimes I just want to curl up in a ball and cry. Sigh. Anyway... sending good vibes your way. Off to swim/cry (no one can see your tears in the pool!). Curling up in a ball and crying are part of this healing tho, as i see it. Big hugs to you, and thank you for sharing the way you do. Your openness and availability to me have been so valuable and healing. I hope your day gives you a little gift you didn’t expect, may it be that kind of day for you. |
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Post by Deleted on Jan 31, 2018 19:41:32 GMT
KristyRose I’ve been thinking about you a lot as I cycle through emotions during this NC period. I hope you’re doing well. I know I’m supposed to be getting healthier and working on me but sometimes I just want to curl up in a ball and cry. Sigh. Anyway... sending good vibes your way. Off to swim/cry (no one can see your tears in the pool!). Curling up in a ball and crying are part of this healing tho, as i see it. Big hugs to you, and thank you for sharing the way you do. Your openness and availability to me have been so valuable and healing. I hope your day gives you a little gift you didn’t expect, may it be that kind of day for you. I meant this for you too Kristyrose ❤️ |
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Post by kristyrose on Jan 31, 2018 19:56:59 GMT
Thank you tgat!!
Man, today is hard for sure. I am fixated, unfortunately on whether or not I will hear from him. Tomorrow it will be a week- he always comes back and this time perhaps our fights and my email telling him my truth were all too much and he's done with me for good.
I know that would be for the best, I know i need to focus on my own healing, but today I just want a little bit of relief. Sometimes when the pain is so acute, all I want is a little sign he is out there and still cares.
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